Taylor!

39 Weeks Pregnant

Pregnancy is coming to an end, and I feel anxious and excited and also scared. We go in tomorrow at 7:15 so that I can be induced 3 days before my due date. Many people wonder why I do this and it is all because I want Dr. Baca. I feel most comfortable with her and wouldn't want to have a doctor that I don't feel comfortable with, especially going through labor. Plus, things go by much better planned when having a 2 year old. I am gonna miss Kade so much which is why I am anticipating to get out on Tuesday by noon to be home with him just like we did when he was born. I was ready to be home. I feel a little overwhelmed because of all the people that want to come up, and I know I should be grateful and believe me I am, but a big part of me just wants my little family for the night and to stare at our new beautiful baby and enjoy all that (plus get the hang of breastfeeding). I know there are a lot of people that are also anticipating her arrival and I don't want to keep them from that either. Bottom line I should be grateful at all the people wanting to celebrate our joy, and I am. Just a lot of emotions I imagine that any woman would be feeling at a time like this. I'm very ready though for all that lies ahead of us.

Last night Jared and I went on a date one last time before we have to find a sitter for 2. We had a wonderful dinner and then went and saw a movie that I completely did not understand. Finally we went and got Kade from Jared's parents house and we let him sleep with us, it was a little treat for him since he is always asking and also a way for me to take in the last night to have only one child in our home and get some cuddles in with my baby. I can't believe I'm gonna have 2 babies. I feel so blessed and thankful that God has not only blessed me with one beautiful baby, but now two. Well enough of my jabbering. Oh I hope it doesn't hurt too bad, but I'm sure it will. I know what to expect this time, so I guess that is where all my nerves are coming from. Well here's to Taylor's birthday being on 8-9-10....Wish me luck!!!